Nothing was making sense, the hole, which I thought I was stuck in, wasn't very big , and even though my first roll attempt failed, I had switched sides and tried again. That roll failed also, so I stretched out and tried to grab the current with my blade. Why am I not hitting any rocks I wondered? I knew I was grabbing current from the Maytag effect I felt against my body. I needed air, so I tried to resurface on one side for another roll attempt. I couldn't make it back to my boat on that side, so I tried on the other side, maybe I was closer, but I couldn't wait any longer...